Bacon inspiration.

 A few days ago my friend & I were chatting via gmail IM. I kept linking him to random trance music videos (I've been listening to a lot of trance lately- GREAT workout music). He told me I'd reached my limit of links, but to find him some sweet bacon references (he's obsessed with bacon). Thought I'd share a few of my faves- and yes, I'm still vegetarian. 


Chanel tat on the armpit? Seems like it'd hurt a lot. Maybe I'll get mine on the top of my foot.



 

sometimes I REALLY despise titles.

Heading up to visit Dad at the hospital momentarily.

Going kinda crazy already, only been here… two weeks? Too many to follow.

Staying sane by… writing “poetry,” reading, working out, out, and out.

Taking yoga, kickboxing twice a week, POLEDANCING.

Really kinda pointless to PAY to learn the stripper moves, dontchathink? Wouldn’t it make more sense to work at a trashy strip club, learn the pole, and make a few dollas doin it?

White girls are silly.

Thom Yorke speaks my soul

Radiohead- "Let Down"

Transport, motorways and tramlines
Starting and then stopping
Taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings
Disappointed people clinging on to bottles
And when it comes it's so so disappointing

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Shell smashed, juices flowing
Wings twitch, legs are going
Don't get sentimental
It always ends up drivel

One day I'm going to grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and ...

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Let down again

You know, you know where you are with
You know where you are with
Floor collapsing
Floating, bouncing back
And one day....
I am going to grow wings
A chemical reaction
Hysterical and useless
Hysterical and...

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

cheesy 80s vid II

 

You must watch this AT LEAST until you see the man hanging from a rope swing naked with his legs spread open! wtf!? Only 80s.

nose tears.

Since my Dad got diagnosed with cancer, I have gotten really good at randomly crying.

WAIT!!! KEEP READING!

This is actually supposed to be humorous! Don't read this first sentence and close this tab because you're afraid it's super depressing!

You have to try to find humor in everything. Obviously it's hard to find humor in cancer, which is why I choose to find humor in the crying part of it. 

So, I randomly cry. At work. On the subway. In bars. Not like WEEPING crying, just a few silent tears. Whatever, it happens, and crying is healthy.

I WILL become a pro at choking down tears in public by the time this is all through though. I MUST SUCCEED. 

Also I have found that when I try to hold back tears in my eyes I get nose tears, and my nose starts running really thin tiny tears! 

Kinda cute, huh?

all of my man-hating fantasies smooshed into one video :-D

nye.

I spent New Year’s in Buffalo this year. This definitely wasn’t intended, but neither was my father getting cancer. Figured it was an important time to be with my family- but I didn’t even end up seeing my parents at midnight.

I was really looking forward to celebrating the New Year in New York City with my roomies and other loved ones. Of course, I missed a lot of parties. And I missed finally meeting Gaga. DAMMIT. Shrug. What can ya do?

I did celebrate it with some loved ones in Buffalo. Same old, I guess? Went to bars and got drunk.

Somehow woke up without a hangover. So whatever I did, I guess I did it right.

Back to the good ol’ LES / NYC tonight for what will probably be only a week. I already subletted my apartment for January so I don’t really have an official place to sleep.  

Hope this next week in NYC has some awesome shit stored for me.  

cheesy 80s vid 1

 

When I did my little West Coast "tour," I made a stop in Portland, OR to see my lovely friends, Sarah and Gordy Vanderstelt. 

My last night there ended perfectly with Gordy and I drinking loads upon loads of jungle juice and searching cheesy 80s videos on youtube. 

Needless to say, we found some real gems.  

See!? Being imaginative in the bedroom DOES provide a better well-being

interesting article I just came across here.

Happiness is ... kinky sex

August 25, 2008 - 5:10PM

An unusual sex survey has found that Australians who enjoy bondage and discipline are not damaged or dangerous, and might even be happier than those who practice "normal" sex.

The research showed two per cent of adult Australians regularly partake in sadomasochism and dominance and submission-type sexual role play.

And contrary to commonly-held stereotypes, they are not doing so in reaction to sexual abuse or because they are "sexually deficient" in some way, according the study of 20,000 Australians by public health researchers at the University of NSW.

"Our findings support the idea that bondage and discipline and sadomasochism (BDSM) is simply a sexual interest or subculture attractive to a minority," Associate Professor Juliet Richters and her colleagues wrote in the Journal of Sexual Medicine.

The findings showed that it was more common among gay, lesbian and bisexual people, and that participants were more likely to have been more sexually adventurous in other ways.

"However, they were no more likely to have been coerced into sexual activity and were not significantly more likely to be unhappy or anxious," said Prof Richters, author of the book Doing It Down Under.

In fact, men who take part may be happier, with results showing they score significantly lower on a scale of psychological distress than other men.

The researchers did not study why this was, but suspect it might simply be that they're more in harmony with themselves because they're into something unusual and are comfortable with that.

Prof Richters says the findings go against professional views of BDSM- "People with these sexual interests have long been seen by medicine and the law as, at best, damaged and in need of therapy and, at worst, dangerous and in need of legal regulation," she said.

There was also an assumption, mostly among the general public, that people involved in BDSM were sexually deficient in some way, "and need particularly strong stimuli such as being beaten or tied up to become aroused".

She said she hoped the results would help change these stereotypes.

AAP