nose tears.

Since my Dad got diagnosed with cancer, I have gotten really good at randomly crying.

WAIT!!! KEEP READING!

This is actually supposed to be humorous! Don't read this first sentence and close this tab because you're afraid it's super depressing!

You have to try to find humor in everything. Obviously it's hard to find humor in cancer, which is why I choose to find humor in the crying part of it. 

So, I randomly cry. At work. On the subway. In bars. Not like WEEPING crying, just a few silent tears. Whatever, it happens, and crying is healthy.

I WILL become a pro at choking down tears in public by the time this is all through though. I MUST SUCCEED. 

Also I have found that when I try to hold back tears in my eyes I get nose tears, and my nose starts running really thin tiny tears! 

Kinda cute, huh?